There used to be a human here.
Now, I think this home is empty.
I get some moments of clarity,
But they are getting further apart.
I hardly know what to do
In order to bring myself back.
That is why I hurt so much.
It is the conflict inside my mind.
My body is the only home I have.
It has shut me out – I am no longer
Welcome here or anywhere.
A stranger to my own home.
This life is foreign to me.
How did I get here?
My brain is off. Disconnected.