Restless

My mind is restless.

I cannot stop it

From wondering.

I cannot stop

Missing people.

I think about

Going back.

I think about

Unsaid things.

I think about

Last words,

Conversations,

How it would

End, if it ended.

It is grey outside,

So my mind

Feels blocked.

I feel lost,

Cloudy too.

I feel a hunger

Despite being

Well nourished.

I do not know

What is more

Exhausted,

My body or

My mind.

I need to

Stop wishing

For what

Cannot be.

I cannot go back.

Cannot have

All that I want.

My heart

Still wishes,

Still beats

Adventurously

Without completely

Understanding.

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