Yesterday was a day where breathing was hard.
There are days like that, but no one ever told me
About how hard it would be to even get up off the
Ground or how you cry most when no one is around
So no one hears you or helps you. You are just alone.
Yesterday was a day where I could not stop the thoughts,
All I could think about was death. I became obsessed.
My mind is usually stronger than them, it keeps them
In the back of the closet, reserved for really bad days
When more bad happens to trigger the suicidal thoughts.
Yesterday was not a day when things were really bad,
So I do not understand why all the pain – What turned
Yesterday into really bad? What triggered it? And why
Did my mind become so weak that it broke down and
Wanted to give up the fight? Why does this happen?