Pushed Away

After I have opened up,

I tend to push people away.

It is a fear, it is in me.

It is a flaw, I have identified it,

Yet a part of me still does it.

Just keep me close,

I know that is not easy,

I am goddamn difficult,

But then my mind will know

That I trusted correctly.

The craziness will stop,

The hurt will stop.

I will become less difficult

Once I know that I am safe.

If I am pushing you away,

It is because I need you

More than ever.

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