I do not wish to confuse you.
I cannot give you much.
I am sweet, loving and kind,
But all that is on the surface.
There is darkness here.
I am emotionally unavailable.
I do not wish to fall for you
So I hope you will not fall for me.
Fate has put us here:
The same place at the same time
And I will take advantage of that.
Know that I will not fight for more,
Because I am not ready yet.
I am learning the emotions
And preoccupied trying to love myself.
The time has not come.
Hopefully I will know when it does.
Right now, I just have to let you know,
I cannot give you much,
So as not to confuse you.